Remember the 28th

Life after infant loss, spreading joy to honor our precious child.


Today I can't help but think about all the men and women who died on September 11th, 2001.  It seems like it was just last year but it was 14 years ago!    This year I consider that loss  differently.... Continue Reading →

This was NOT Gods plan!

    Let me start off with a disclaimer.  I do not currently affiliate with any specific religion.  I also do not judge anyone else for their beliefs.  Christian, Jewish, Buddhist,  Agnostic, it makes no difference to me what  you believe.... Continue Reading →

Another day

Each Friday night I blog.  Before posting my husband and I discuss if we should share.  This weeks post was therapeutic to write but we have decided to keep it personal. So I'm just providing a Harry's Joy update. Another... Continue Reading →

Out Numbered

 My husband and I learned quickly that there are many challenges to having a barely two year old and a newborn.  While pregnant with Harrison, I remember tending to Bennett's needs after a night time waking.  I specifically remember positioning my 7... Continue Reading →


    One Saturday morning in June, I was having difficulty waking from a deep sleep. I started to have a vivid dream. I dreamt I kept going into different bathrooms and taking pregnancy tests, and they were all positive. ... Continue Reading →

My Plan

When I was pregnant with our first son, Bennett, I read many parenting books and prepared a plan for how I would parent.  I planned our baby would sleep in his crib.  I planned to follow a strict schedule. I... Continue Reading →

Remember the 28th

A new process was born.  Harrison was the first thought that entered my mind as I drifted awake on July 28th.  I took a moment to remember his smile. Before hopping in the shower I noticed I still have a line... Continue Reading →

Another Friday Night

   Another Friday has arrived.  Jason told me today he was feeling absolutely fine today.  Until suddenly, on the way home from work, he ached to hold Harrison in his arms. During my week I went out to watch the... Continue Reading →

Dear Harrison

  Tonight is Friday night. TGIF, right? The marker of the work week ending and family time beginning.  For the past 6 weeks it has also been the weekly anniversary Harrison's journey to a pure land.  I have moments where the... Continue Reading →

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