Remember the 28th

Life after infant loss, spreading joy to honor our precious child.

Carry Harry

June 4th, 2015 was the last day of my previous life. On June 5th, 2015 a series of events took place that led to the loss of our beautiful, healthy, happy baby boy, Harrison. Due to this loss, I am... Continue Reading →

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Starting Kindergarten

This day 5 years ago I remember more vividly than our wedding day or even the birth of our 3 children. On this day, 5 years ago, our sweet son Harrison passed away. All day today I have watched the... Continue Reading →

Why am I sad?

So many feelings....Today was a hard day. This week had highs and lows. Next Monday the kids will start at Montessori and Jason goes back to work. I’m so sad. I wish I had more time!! Yes I’m scared to... Continue Reading →

Dollhouse Rehabl

I was so excited a year ago when my daughter inherited my sister-in-laws childhood dollhouse. It was built by her father and had been tucked away in their basement. So when she reached out to ask if it was something... Continue Reading →

A Vacation to Remember

So our vacation started off like a scene straight out of Home Alone. The good news... we didn't leave any kids behind! Jason bolts awake at 4:20am. "Darcy! We slept in!" You see, the night before we were both up... Continue Reading →

It’s a Journey

Here we are again.  Today I find myself really struggling to understand my feelings.  For the past few weeks I’ve anticipated this day, the emotional waves would crash in and out like the ocean.  As the day draws closer I... Continue Reading →

Joy and Loss

Tonight I sit and look into Alex's big brown eyes and I feel overcome with a wave of emotions crashing down on me. How do I process the last 2 1/2 years? It's as if I have been on a... Continue Reading →

I am NOT ok

One year ago today, marks the day my life would changed forever.  I would become a completely different person with a new identity.  An identity that I did not choose, seek or want.  I can never erase, change, or undo... Continue Reading →

 I Will Always be Your Mommy

   Over the past several months, I have spent many moments pondering, Why?  Why did this happen? What went wrong? Who's at fault?  What did I do wrong?  I understand, these are all normal feelings when processing incredible grief.  However,... Continue Reading →

The Dreaded “New Normal”

    It has been 8 months since we lost our sweet Harrison.  In some moments it seems like forever since I held him in my arms and other moments it seems like just yesterday.     I always hated the... Continue Reading →

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